a little black heartbio artTumblr (3.0; @breakmyankles)http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_makdu3V6dN1rr9fwwo1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p>_{On their way home!}</p>http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/31815694935http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/31815694935Tue, 18 Sep 2012 17:18:03 -0400<p><strong>How does the character see the future?</strong></p> <ul><li>Rather bright. Doesn&#8217;t worry so much anymore.</li> </ul><p><strong>What makes life worthwhile for the character?</strong></p> <ul><li>Love and &#8216;normal life&#8217;. His life isn&#8217;t all that steady and normal, but he enjoys thinking he and James are like a normal couple. It&#8217;s what he&#8217;s after, normality.</li> </ul><p><strong>What does the character see as worth dying for?</strong></p> <ul><li>He&#8217;s deadly devoted to James, would die for him. Possibly try to help his friends too even if it&#8217;d mean danger. He still gives himself somewhat little value.</li> </ul><p><strong>What does the character most hate?</strong></p> <ul><li>Thinks hate is a strong word. Prefers disliking. Mostly he just fears things.</li> </ul><p><strong>What does the character try to avoid?</strong></p> <ul><li>Standing out.</li> </ul><p><strong>What is the character most embarrassed by?</strong></p> <ul><li>Being too intimate in public, nudity when watched, his own awkwardness</li> </ul><p><strong>Any chemical substance use/abuse?</strong></p> <ul><li>Former drug user</li> </ul><p><strong>Can the character easily empathize with others?</strong></p> <ul><li>Very easily. He&#8217;s depended on other people and his mood is easily affected by others&#8217;.</li> </ul><p><strong>Does the character experience severe mood swings?</strong></p> <ul><li>Quite a lot. Time to times he can become very moody or sad without a reason. Like bloodless periods. Sometimes gets days of energy spurts and sometimes just lays/sleeps around for the whole day. Sometimes he&#8217;s annoyingly needy for lap and at times he can be way too horny for his own good.</li> </ul><p><strong>How does the character see his/herself?</strong></p> <ul><li>He has always thought rather lowly of himself. He gives himself little value and easily blames himself for ridiculous things. Longs to punish himself when under enough stress. Nowadays feeling a bit better when being showed love.</li> </ul><p><strong>What kind of a person would the character want to be?</strong></p> <ul><li>It changes. He&#8217;s very easily affected by charismatic people, so he easily absorbs their ideas of what a good person is. If somebody in TV tells good enough why being some kind of people is good, he will try to be that. But basically he just wants to be normal and blend in with other people, live happy family life and die old with people who would remember him.</li> </ul><p><strong>What strengths does the character think s/he has?</strong></p> <ul><li>Like said, he thinks lowly of himself and barely gives any credit for himself. Let&#8217;s say he&#8217;s aware he gives heavenly blowjobs if nothing else.</li> </ul><p><strong>What weaknesses does the character think s/he has?</strong></p> <ul><li>A lot. Insufficiency, weak will and body, paranoia, jealousy, pointless fear, ability to get himself in trouble</li> </ul><p><strong>Current driving motivations? Greed? Power? Love? Revenge? Money? Material Possessions? Winning? Territory? Lust? Hatred? Freedom? Self-respect? Respect from others? Curiosity? Life/survival?</strong></p> <ul><li>Love</li> </ul><p><strong>How does the character know when he&#8217;s doing a good job? Must the feedback come from outside of him/herself? Or does he or she just know?</strong></p> <ul><li>He needs it from somebody else. Very rarely he can come to the conclusion by himself.</li> </ul><p><strong>Visual/Auditory/Kinesthetic?</strong></p> <ul><li> Kinesthetic</li> </ul><p><strong>Moving toward or away?</strong></p> <ul><li> Away</li> </ul><p><strong>What does it take to convince your character of something?</strong></p> <ul><li> Usually just somebody else&#8217;s words. Doesn&#8217;t really trust if somebody speaks bad of other people though. He&#8217;d need evidence of that.</li> </ul><p><strong>How does the character decide something is true? Does he/she have to see it happen? Does the character have to hear others say it&#8217;s true? Does he/she have to be involved with it directly to believe? Does he or she have to read it in print?</strong></p> <ul><li>He needs to hear it from somebody else. If the other is charismatic and persistent enough, they could convince him the moon is actually Mars. He trusts his own knowledge and intelligence very little though he is smart.</li> </ul><p><strong>Does the character tend to do things only when he or she must? Or is he or she motivated by he or she wants to do, seeking out options, experiences, choices, paths?</strong></p> <ul><li>He&#8217;s finds it pretty easy to do things as long as they aren&#8217;t anything dramatic or scary. He&#8217;s not lazy.</li> </ul><p><strong>Working style? Independent? Cooperative? Proximity?</strong></p> <ul><li> It depends on work. Able to do it independently and with others. Of course he&#8217;d like to do paperwork on James&#8217; lap for proximity.</li> </ul><p><strong>Music Preference(s)?</strong></p> <ul><li>Not stuck in genres. Likes everything that sounds good. Maybe leading a bit more to instrumental light hip hop for the sake of his dancing preferences.</li> </ul><p><strong>Athletics/Hobbies?</strong></p> <ul><li>Dancing. Dancing everything. Form vacuuming.</li> </ul>http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/28701333235http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/28701333235Sat, 04 Aug 2012 11:34:00 -0400<p><strong>Height? Weight? Hair Color? Physical frame/body type?</strong></p> <ul><li>5.3 ft / <span>~90 lbs / platinum hair / scrawny, underweight</span></li> </ul><p><strong>Skin tone? Waist? Feet?</strong></p> <ul><li>very light skin / narrow / small, but look bigger compared to bony ankles</li> </ul><p><strong>Ears? Hands/fingers? Hair length? Legs?</strong></p> <ul><li>normal / small and bony / medium-short / long, thin, bony</li> </ul><p><strong>Nose? Chin? Cheeks?</strong></p> <ul><li>small and straight, bends slightly upwards on the tip / small, weak / normal</li> </ul><p><strong>Beard? Mustache?</strong> <strong>Arms? Musculature?</strong></p> <ul><li>no facial hair / scrawny, thin / very little muscle</li> </ul><p><strong>Eyes? Eye Color? Eye brows? Stomach? Butt?</strong></p> <ul><li>rather appealing, easily noticed / pale blue, very light / thin and usually high up / dangerously flat / small and awesome</li> </ul><p><strong>Face: Gaunt? Lean? Puffy? Square? Rectangular? Oval? Expressionless? Stolid?</strong></p> <ul><li>slightly gaunt, lean, still soft curved, expressive</li> </ul><p><strong>Body: Fat? Bloated? Thin? Bony? Frail? Muscular? Stocky?</strong></p> <ul><li>thin, bony, frail, small</li> </ul><p><strong>Demeanor: Militarily Erect? Droopy? Leads with the stomach or breast?</strong></p> <ul><li>avoiding attention, wary, somewhat low, never proud/confident</li> </ul><p><strong>Movement: Clumsy? Graceful? Stiff? Leisurely? Smooth? Brisk?</strong></p> <ul><li>either smooth and graceful or clumsy and insecure</li> </ul><p><strong>Walk: Military? Brisk? Saunter? Hip-swaying? Leisurely? Graceful? Clumsy?</strong></p> <ul><li>waries from iffy to normal</li> </ul><p><strong>Complexion: Sallow? Pale? Ruddy? Blotchy? Pockmarked? Pimply? Glowing?</strong></p> <ul><li>pale, often abused, usually covered in hickeys - on his neck, inner thighs, chest</li> </ul><p><strong>Any physical deformities/weaknesses/handicaps?</strong></p> <ul><li>very little physical strength</li> <li>fear of touch from complete strangers</li> </ul><p><strong>Style of Dress/Favorite Clothing/Jewelry Typically Worn?</strong></p> <ul><li>likes long shirts that cover his waist - tank tops, t-shirts, blouses, hoodies</li> <li>usually prefers loose clothes, baggy jeans and capris</li> <li>rather picky of his shoes</li> <li>usually colorful socks</li> <li>always wears circular barbell on the left side of lower lip</li> <li>black badge necklace</li> </ul><p><strong>Color Preference(s)?</strong></p> <div> <ul><li>white and red</li> </ul></div>http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/26338375245http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/26338375245Mon, 02 Jul 2012 05:47:00 -0400<p><strong>Parents/Siblings?</strong></p> <ul><li>Sheila Lagues [52, mother, occupation unknown]</li> <li>Ian Kemp [44, father, occupation unknown]</li> <li> Theodore Lagues [26, brother, deceased]</li> <li>Sierra Lagues [less than a year, sister, deceased]</li> </ul><p><strong>What were/are they like? Abusive? Supportive? Alcoholic?</strong></p> <ul><li>Mother wanted a daughter but ended up with another boy. Made sure Elliott knew he hadn&#8217;t been wanted. Used physical and verbal abuse, humiliation in front of people, made him lack privacy forcing him to feel shame for almost everything he did. Used to dress him in girl&#8217;s clothes when he was a baby but gave up soon for the disgust of him and gave him zero much needed comfort. Alcoholic, drug addict, mental problems. Adored her first son, Theodore.</li> <li> Elliott never met his dad but heard from his brother that he was fair and overall nice but very busy and most likely faithless. He sent the family money before disappearing completely. The reason Sheila didn&#8217;t abort Elliott.</li> <li>Theodore was the only one in the family who cared for Elliott. He shared his own clothes and toys for him, took care of his education the little he could. Lost a big part of his childhood for having to care for his younger brother. Pressured due to the responsibility landed on his shoulders, grew bitter. Overall gentle and caring person, but prone to exploding violently when under stress. Didn&#8217;t show this to his family. Loved Elliott, secretly hated their mother, bitter for their dad. In the end snapped for the years of stress and terror and never recovered.</li> <li>Sierra Lagues was the last of the Lagues. She was the joy and pride of the mother who gave all her love for the new baby and Theodore only. Sierra became the subject of Elliott jealousy which had increased during the years of feeling bitterness of the lack of love and care. At this point Elliott already used drugs, and after being tormented by them for days, ended up strangling her in her bed and running away. The little sister appears only in his worst dreams. She always crackles.</li> </ul><p><strong> To whom is the character engaged to?</strong></p> <ul><li><a href="http://eyeslikesteel.tumblr.com/" target="_blank">James Cohen</a></li> </ul><p><strong>Why did the character engage to the spouse?</strong></p> <ul><li>After couple of years of unofficial relationship they wanted to make concrete bond.</li> </ul><p><strong>How good&#8217;s the relationship with the spouse?</strong></p> <ul><li>Good. Elliott believes they&#8217;re meant to be, and there&#8217;s nobody else he would want to give his heart to.</li> <li>Sex filled a bit abusive. Enough to make neighbors worry.</li> <li>Elliott has the need to be mangled and shoved into his place, treated with rough hand and put under control, and this is what he gets in their relationship. James gets his satisfaction of doing this, but he can be gentle and caring as well. They&#8217;re puzzle pieces.</li> </ul><p><strong>When and how did s/he discover sex?</strong></p> <ul><li>Age of 13, forced act.</li> <li>While just discovering the fact he was drawn to boys, the rumors spread quick among the close-knit slum thanks to abusive children/teens who found it entertaining to make fun of him. Made up a game to make Elliott have his first crush on a pedophile who led him off and raped him.</li> <li>This caused twisted view of sex and love. For a good while he wasn&#8217;t able to feel real attachment to another anymore.</li> </ul>http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/25502448825http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/25502448825Wed, 20 Jun 2012 09:22:00 -0400<p><strong>What&#8217;s your character&#8217;s name? Nickname(s)?</strong></p> <ul><li>Elliott Lagues. [El, Elly, Elli, Ellers, Eelliott, Ellerspullers, Elliepullie, brat, boy, kid, crying machine]</li> </ul><p><strong>How old is s/he?</strong></p> <ul><li>21</li> </ul><p><strong>Nationality?</strong></p> <ul><li>American, British from dad&#8217;s side. </li> </ul><p><strong>Occupation/Job Experience?</strong></p> <ul><li>Prostitution years ago.</li> <li>Soon to be student in college.</li> </ul><p><strong>Attitude toward the various jobs s/he&#8217;s held?</strong></p> <ul><li>Disgust and shame. Doesn&#8217;t talk about it.</li> </ul><p><strong>Military Experience?</strong></p> <ul><li>None.</li> </ul><p><strong>Character&#8217;s general intelligence level?</strong></p> <ul><li>Medium-high, but he acts a lot based on feelings, so his intelligence may seem questionable.</li> </ul><p><strong>Past Successes?</strong></p> <ul><li>Not many.</li> </ul><p><strong>What is the character most proud of?</strong></p> <ul><li>Living somewhat normal life and being in relationship. Being loved.</li> </ul><p><strong>Past Failures?</strong></p> <ul><li>Too many to list.</li> </ul><p><strong>What events caused this character to be ashamed or feel regretful?</strong></p> <ul><li>Submitting to sell his body starting from 15 years old.</li> <li>Being the cause of his old family falling apart and its members losing more of their sanity.</li> </ul><p><strong>What does the character most regret?</strong></p> <ul><li>Murdering his little sister.</li> </ul>http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/25500853258http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/25500853258Wed, 20 Jun 2012 08:28:34 -0400<p><img src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m5coa84IUk1r8dl7l.png"/></p> <p>_{&#8220;Take care everyone! Be good and don&#8217;t get in too much trouble!&#8221;}</p> <ul><li>_{left the forest with Cutlass for their yearly &#8216;summer vacation&#8217;}</li> </ul>http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/24741555277http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/24741555277Sat, 09 Jun 2012 08:36:00 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m54heaYe0s1rr9fwwo1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p>_{“Nobody has yet invented the words I want to say to you.”}</p>http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/24446300683http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/24446300683Mon, 04 Jun 2012 22:25:00 -0400<p><img src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4yie02Z1g1r8dl7l.png"/></p> <ul><li>_{extremely awkward and jittery}</li> <li>_{fears loud noises and sudden movements}</li> <li>_{very timid}</li> <li>_{trying desperately appear polite}</li> </ul><ul><li>_{witnessed a fight}</li> <li>_{continuously bothered by the feeling of being forced to be the one keeping everyone entertained - not able to relax and fall back}</li> <li>_{caring for drunk Cutlass, silently comforting and watching over his slumber}</li> </ul>http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/24214379649http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/24214379649Fri, 01 Jun 2012 17:05:00 -0400<p><img src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4ykl5LMDg1r8dl7l.png"/></p> <p>_{Extremely vulnerable for being over-emotional. Sobs for smallest things, talks little. Continuously willing to hide his face and stay close to Cutlass for comfort and shelter. Willing to shut away the world.}</p> <p>_{Got threatened by a butterfly mini for apparently invading her home. Plead for Cutlass to move away with him, but stubborn stag wouldn&#8217;t listen. Was thrown dirt at and yelled by the angry monarch. Feeling guilt and fear still insisted to go to his lover in seek of much needed comfort, finally flopping over a bit further in fear of hurting the mini&#8217;s feelings. When she disappeared, quickly clung to his lover to cry his fur wet. Feeling miserable for many things.}</p> <p>_{<em>human</em> // Returned from funerals - broken. Has been mourning for two weeks, finally starting to accept the fact. Cared by James, offered some stronger liquid for extra comfort. Clinging for support.}</p>http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/24033955020http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/24033955020Tue, 29 May 2012 21:13:00 -0400<iframe class="tumblr_audio_player tumblr_audio_player_23856693312" src="http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/23856693312/audio_player_iframe/breakmyankles/tumblr_m4oj75amPM1rr9fww?audio_file=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tumblr.com%2Faudio_file%2Fbreakmyankles%2F23856693312%2Ftumblr_m4oj75amPM1rr9fww" frameborder="0" allowtransparency="true" scrolling="no" width="500" height="85"></iframe><br/><br/>http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/23856693312http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/23856693312Sun, 27 May 2012 07:42:41 -0400<p><em><img src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m454c0IKWy1r8dl7l.png"/></em></p> <p><em>_{&#8220;M-Maeve..&#8221;}</em></p> <p>_{Feeling very down due to something he heard today. Tried hiding it quite unsuccessfully, in the end breaking to cry during the play. Whimpered around until got Maeve hug him and flopped down by her. Afraid of her being hurt over him being so incoherent now when they finally met after so long.}</p> <p>_{Biting his own knees in stress, pushily leaning against her, needy for comfort.}</p> <p>_{Later joined by Chi.}</p>http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/23190344953http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/23190344953Wed, 16 May 2012 18:53:00 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m37ul94Jcr1rr9fwwo1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p>_{ooc: I like to think that nameless deer speak foreigner language, because usually you can’t understand them. These are the two Riptail met and spent his day with. Precious things.}</p> <p>_{During the play, I had Rip’s set sneezed off, and that’s why I wanted to alter his looks by giving him a brown coat and small antlers. Usually I want to think Rip always looks the same, no matter what set he’d be wearing. Because he changes them faster than blinks eyes.}</p>http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/22015772931http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/22015772931Sat, 28 Apr 2012 20:55:00 -0400<p>_{&#8220;I learnt how to do somersaults!&#8221;}</p>http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/21208916602http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/21208916602Mon, 16 Apr 2012 09:20:00 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m2fy3mr7771rr9fwwo1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p>_{waiting, just waiting..}</p>http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/21049059681http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/21049059681Fri, 13 Apr 2012 19:18:00 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m1lkddm97I1rr9fwwo1_400.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m1lkddm97I1rr9fwwo2_400.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m1lkddm97I1rr9fwwo3_400.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m1lkddm97I1rr9fwwo4_400.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m1lkddm97I1rr9fwwo5_400.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m1lkddm97I1rr9fwwo6_400.png"/><br/> <br/><p><em>_{just fabulous!}</em></p>http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/20061223980http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/20061223980Wed, 28 Mar 2012 09:34:00 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m173swgEe81rr9fwwo1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p>_{Birthday boy!}</p>http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/19633229284http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/19633229284Tue, 20 Mar 2012 14:10:00 -0400<p>_{He&#8217;s happy again. His smile is the widest of them all.}</p>http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/19395946801http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/19395946801Fri, 16 Mar 2012 09:40:00 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m0so9bn04s1rr9fwwo1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/19203111066http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/19203111066Mon, 12 Mar 2012 19:07:59 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m0s446PNMv1rr4j65o1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://eyeslikesteel.tumblr.com/post/19181727002/a-piece-of-gold-i-give-you" target="_blank">eyeslikesteel</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><em>A piece of gold I give you..</em></p> </blockquote> <p><em>Your heart I will carry.</em></p>http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/19182196193http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/19182196193Mon, 12 Mar 2012 12:07:10 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m0hifdmqSe1rr9fwwo1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p>_plea</p>http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/18865806501http://breakmyankles.tumblr.com/post/18865806501Tue, 06 Mar 2012 17:28:00 -0500